I AM A CHARACTER IN MY OWN FICTION.

The pretty-crazy life of a late 20ish career-driven, quirky, Asian drama addict who thinks she's Holden Caulfield in real life.

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Si Wayne

Some photos taken during a not-so-surprising visit from mah friend Wayne... He's the last person I was hoping would not let me rot in E*** but he left me just the same... tsk... Oh well, life...

Ha.ha. Kiddin' aside, kudos to your new life adventures mah friend *wink*

Take One...

Not contented... take two!

Still not... his head looks too big... take three!

Here's how a 'selca' is done... Err...

Goofy... me!Unfair, while all of them are getting skinny and fit, I am bloating to perfection... nyarrrrrr....

Monday, December 28, 2009

PUSANG GALA: It's the Climb!

Oh no, not another mountain...

We conquered Mt. Makulot last December 19. I went without an eyeshut, thus, the headache and my controversial absence during the socials. Apart from my eyebags which were eating half my face, I was all wooozzy while trekking and all moody. It didn't feel good. Oh, did I mention that I missed the socials?! After three rounds of grandma (a.k.a. Grand Matador), I succumb to dreamland.

I was compelled to stay in a tent ALONE. Good thing, the stories about the (white) lady who loved wedging herself between the girls' tents weren't circulating yet and I was too drowsy and painfully battling a severe headache to be scared. Slept really well but now that I think about it, it gives me the creeps with the capital C!

Here's mah tent...
I didn't do what I planned. I was meaning to jump off the cliff... JUST KIDDIN'! Actually, I was planning to throw my lungs out while shouting profanities to the air... to let out all the bad feelings I've had the past days, past weeks, past months, oh well, the past year. I wanted to call out for my 'Dao Ming Xi' who was probably straddling his own rock at the other side of the mountain... tsk...



The trail up Mt. Makulot was more challenging for me than Pico de Loro. Did I mention we traversed two mountains at one go?!? ... with 'hang-overed' companions to boot.... woot!

More pics soon at my multiply because the internet is screwed up again... *SIGH*

Thursday, December 03, 2009

When the fullmoon...

I love the full-moon. I first noticed it last Tuesday when I was on my way home, riding a cab. It was so round and huge and I swear I can see some outlines of its craters with my bare eyes... nah, I'm sure it's just my imagination but it's just sooo beautiful!
It probably explains my erratic moods and behavior these past few days. In Filipino, I am in one of those 'tag-baliw' modes. It's probably the cause of these weird feelings I'm having. Don't ask...

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

We came, we saw, we conquered Mt. Pico De Loro!

I am updating my bucket list - I went mountain climbing with my colleagues last weekend and conquered Mt. Pico De Loro (in Ternate, Cavite)! It is considered the highest point within the boundary of Cavite and Batangas with a 360 degree view at its summit.

We have been planning this climb (me and my colleagues) for the umpteenth time but it always gets canceled at the last minute because of the typhoon. First time that we were supposed to go for it, Ondoy was already rearing it's ugly eye in Manila. The second time, Pepeng came and the third time (during the Holy Week), there was also a tropical storm (which was barely felt in Central Luzon). But at that time, I fell down the stairs and was badly hurt so I couldn't go... so it got canceled again.

And then last Thursday, I was asked (again!) if I'm available to go 'coz it looked like the weather is showing some mercy. And so, I canceled my PNR fieldtrip with Kuya Rod and confirmed that I'm going with the climb.

I am a novice climber (I don't even hike!) and I have no idea what to wear and what to bring. Good thing, our guide was pretty apt and provided us with all the details. And since I don't have anything at all that has a 'for mountain climbing' tag on it, I had to invest in a few things like my trekking shoes and my bag (don't ask!), whichI'm glad I did, especially with the shoes because I honestly think it saved my life! The rest of the things like tent and sleeping bags, our guide was very kind enough to provide.

We were only seven in the group - me, another girl officemate, my two graphic design guys, Kuya Jun and two guides - Henry and Dre (new found friends) =) Since it was a very close-knit group, we kind'a had a bonding moment up there in the mountains.


We left Manila a little past 5am and arrived in Ternate at about 7:30. From the Saulog terminal, we had to take a tryke that would take us to the jump-off point along the Ternate Highway going to Caylabne Bay Resort - a point which they call 'magnetic hill' because of the magnetic force that seems to pull vehicles up even if they are in neutral mode. After fixing our stuff (we had to share some load) and a quick prayer, we started the one hour-trek to the 'Kubo' - also a refilling station for water and the last chance to take no.1 and no.2 because it also has a (close to) decent bathroom. We also ate our packed lunch (although it was far from lunch as it was only 9:30am). Less than an hour later, we were back on the trail, walking through muddy paths, tree roots, and rough stones. And after numerous take 1's, 2's, and 3's (rest!), we finally reached the camp site a little past 1pm. I was soaking wet... with sweat! I only had barely (probably) 10 kilos to carry and yet, it felt like I was carrying the mountain itself. Our guides probably had more than 25 kilos and they breezed through the trail like hunters.


The guys found a perfect spot right by the cliff, with an amazing view of the summit and the tower. We almost even had an unfriendly encounter with these hikers who honestly reeked of lack of breathing and courtesy (they tried to take one of the spots for our tent without even coughing an excuse! Haay... but our guide said majority of the climbers are really nice and friendly and so that was an odd case. While the boys were pitching the tents, us girls took the time to freshen up for early dinner. What ensued was endless laughing and food trip, picture taking, and discussion about almost anything senseless... hehe. =)



It was probably 19 degrees at the campsite... it was so cold that my head started hurting before dinner. I changed into my jogging pants, put on a warmer, a bonnet and a scarf. We basked on the cold while oggling the magnificent view that was right in front of us. IWith shaking knees and a heartbeat as fast as a drumroll, I perched myself atop a rock that is at the edge of the cliff for a perfect Kodak moment. Too bad, the picture was a little dark.

We had early dinner. Henry, our guide is a really good cook I must say. And I was actually amused by the camping "gadgets" that he had like a portable burner that uses "canned" buthane as I like to call it. Then he has these little pots and frying pan which reminded me of my kitchen set when I was a kid. We had to be resourceful since we don't have anything but what we brought up there. So, we lived through the wonders of wet wipes and tissues to clean our whatever we were using as plates and utensils. After dinner, the fun part followed - Socials. The first time the guide said this term, I thought we had to go around and greet other campers and to be honest, I wasn't in the mood for that. Yun pala "socials" simply means getting boozed. The guys brought two long necks of Grand Matador and they made me drink... said it would get rid of my headache and warm me up a little (I was really freezing!) The next thing I know, I was downing the brandy like a pro. It was drizzling and rain suddenly poured down angrily so we had to scamper and fit all seven of us in the guys' tent which was the biggest among the tents that they brought. Me and Keikostayed in the smallest, while the two guides in the middle-sized tent. It rained for quite a bit so we were trapped there, cramped and wet and just laughing crazily. It was all foggy when we got out and decided to call it a night. We had to get p at 4am to assault the summit before dawn.


Assaulting the summit while it was still dark (and uber foggy!) was extra challenge. We couldn't see anything except the trail that was lighted up by our flashlights. Our guide said it's better that we can't see anything because we wouldn't want to see what we were trekking on (a steep narrow cliff to be exact!) It was a 15-minute trek that seemed to last hours. Finally, we reached the summit! And there was an odd sign there that had an eye inside a triangle... looked like a cult symbol which the climbers were tring to put down. But wait... this wasn't the victorious part yet...

Pico De Loro has a tower - a unique rock formation near the summit, which was more difficult to climb because it's literally vertical and you had to rappel using this flimsy rope to pull yourself up. The steps are so steep and problem with me is my arms are too short so I had a hard time securing my grip on the rocks. As Henry puts it, "If you missed one (grip), we miss you... goodbye!"



Glad both of us girls made it at the top but we didn't see much because the fog was so thick and the wind so strong that you have to sit down and attach yourself to something solid. The guys afraid that the rope might not be able to hold them chose to stay back. It was an accomplishment! My first climb! My first dangerous tryst and I made it! =)

More pics here.

Sunday, November 15, 2009

Sat recap

Great Saturday, thank you Jesus! =)

I woke up earlier than usual (10 am this time because I normally get up around lunch time on Saturdays) and spent some hours doing the usual thing - read books, waited for the tv shows I missed watching, and just lounge around.

I passed up on the opportunity to plant some coffee seeds today (with the tree-planting program from igaro) because 1) it's kind'a far (Rosario, Cavite ?), and 2) it's too early (call time is 6am in Ortigas). Maybe next time...

instead, I had some bonding time with pop. We went to the friendly pirated dvd haven (MCS) to hoard some movies. I bought: 500 days of Summers (which I just finished watching... cute), Julie and Julia (or Julia and Julie?), Inglorious Basterds (with Brad Pitt mah mannnn), Funny People, All About Steve, Glee (the series), and Mother (a Korean movie featuring WonBin!) =) Now, I just have to find time to watch the rest of them.

Pop also wanted to canvass for fridge (since ours broke during the Onyong flooding) and a washing machine so we went to Shopwise. Tsk.. we badly need both, especially the former. It's so darn difficult without the fridge. Three days ago, mom's freezer which she uses in her 'sari-sari store' also gave up.

Pop ate Shawarma for the first time (believe it or not) and it seemed he didn't like it that much. Then I got ripped off buying an odd-tasting green mango... I ate like a man again today because I can't help it...i don't really wanna deprive myself.

Since my ride to dreamland will probably not be coming in the next two hours, I think I'm gonna watch Glee first... =)

Sunday, November 08, 2009

My vertical vow

Wow. Kudos to me today... rather, this weekend.

I am more vertical than horizontal for the first time in so many months! Literally, I mean. Instead of lounging on my bed and hiding behind my pillows, I was on my feet most of the time, doing some house chores. It's been so long since I moved like a normal household member and did the littlest of house chores you could imagine. I've been a lazy bum for so long... too long that I can't remember when it all started. All I know is I stopped cleaning or helping clean the house because my mom kept on leaving mess all around with her things and when I confront her about it, we always end up arguing.

But I feel a little guilty because I was supposed to visit my HS bff and her newborn baby but because I've got lots to do, I've decided to just surprise her one of these days. (I don't even know where her new house is now!)

Have you ever found yourself in a situation where because you wanted so much to accomplish a lot of things (not necessarily work-related), you find yourself doing two or more of them at the same time but still, you are far from being productive? Weekend after weekend, I find myself waist-down in such predicament. Before weekend comes, I've already planned a gazillion of things to do during the weekend - finish some books I've started, movie and tv-shows marathoning, play or at least touch my guitar (compose a song if I could!),have my ownMandarin and Korean refresher, finish the Miyazaki movies that my officemate has lent me months ago, paint my darn ceiling and fix my darn walls, mount some additional book shelves, buy a new and much larger closet, set up a working station in my room, blah, blah, blah... it seems endless.

Today, I found myself reading a book while watching tv and checking my work inbox. Then, not too long, I shifted to cleaning my closet and my whole room while downloading some MP3s and movies and posting at Twitter, while watching tv. I am such a taskwhore. I mean, it's normal to multitask but I think I am leaning towards the extreme, which in some twisted way, I think is good (for me, especially these days!).

Oh well, I gotta shape up (literally and methaporically speaking) =)

Friday, November 06, 2009

Bruisy Friday

What a Friday!

I had a funny notion that it must be my wearing jeans despite our company rule that says 'No Casual Fridays! (and definitely no jeans) that started my whole Friday boo-boos. I am convinced it was karma on the works.

Boo-Boo No. 1 - I was in a hurry as I was running late this morning (Again!) and I couldn't find a cab and of all the jeep that I chose to ride, I ended up with the one which needed to stop at a gasoline station for a considerable amount of time and moves like a tortoise.

Boo-Boo No. 2 - I saw the person who I don't want to see. And I am pretty sure he saw me. And it would be ugly if we had to pretend to acknowledge each others' presence. That's how we hate each others' guts.

Boo-Boo No. 3 - The biggest boo-boo of them all. I banged my head (forehead to be exact as I was looking down) on Jollibee's glass doors. I walked straight onto a closed glass door with an impact. And since I was wearing earphones with Jesse McCartney shouting in my ears, I screamed louder than usual. I am pretty sure I created a raucous... some of them people laughed loudly to my embarrassment. NAKAKAHIYA!!!

Well, aside from my bruised forehead and battered ego, I am fine. Maybe I'll just stay away from Jollibee Rufino for a while... =)

You, how was your Friday?

***

I just had to say this: I AM GETTING FAT. I must not be surprised considering the way I devour food like a crazy cast away these days but still... I can feel these nasty bumps, especially in my waist area. I wanna stop eating like an obese middle-aged man. HELP!!!

=)

Thursday, November 05, 2009

PUSANG GALA: (???)

I've been somewhere far recently...Guess where?!? v(^__^)v

Tuesday, November 03, 2009

Photography might be for me =)

I've always wanted to pursue a career in photography. Haha! Nice try. I don't even know how to use a DSLR... I don't even own one. Haay. I am itching to buy one but the 13-inch macbook pro is still on top of my list. Plus... my funds are still insufficient, to date. Sad, but true.

I really love taking photos and my favorite subject? The sky. I don't know but it's probably the calmness that I feel whenever I look at it. I love it when it's blue with white cotton candy-like fluffy clouds spread out in its enormity. Kind'a like what we see in the coloring books of our childhood.

I love taking landscape photos. Of everything that is vast and green and bathed in sunlight. I like candid shots of people that depict happiness and conquering life as it supposed to be. Now, portrait shots aren't for me...I take really silly ones. =)

Anyhow, I am trying to build up a collection of the photos that I took (with only my ever-reliable point-and-shoot Canon Powershot camera) during my travels in sxc.hu and it was kind of overwhelming when I received an email asking for my permission (or more like informing me) to use one of my shots of Angkor Wat. Now, it's here.

Among my many 'sky photos,' this one's my fave!

A cloudy Bantayan Island (summer of 2009)

Saturday, September 26, 2009

When typhoon 'Ondoy' hits Manila

We were supposed to go hiking up Mt. Pico de Loro this weekend but as early as Friday morning, my gut feel was already telling me 'Better luck next time.' But since accuweather.com didn't indicate heavy rains in NCR and South Luzon where this boondock is, we were still kind'a hopeful. But come 1am, I got the news that the trek was canceled. As they say, safety first!

And then today...

I woke up around 11am to find my sister standing at the side of my bed with all our three kitties in her arms. I asked her why is she carrying them all at the same time. She said papa is taking WonBin, our doggy at the other side of the house because the flood is fast rising and is getting inside our gate and that they had to put sandbags to prevent it from entering the house. The rain - although bereft of strong winds - was pouring down heavily as if manifesting heaven's misery. And it's not even signal number 1 in Manila.

And so, less than 30 minutes later, our house (at least the first floor) is already flooded, first up to our calves then later, it was already knee-deep. With the non-stop heavy rain all afternoon, the flood has already reached our thighs. Luckily, papa and ate was able to move most of our stuff in the 2nd floor.

Mom, who insisted going to work this morning, is stuck somewhere in Manila and it's already very difficult to reach her. We've been monitoring the news the whole day and it's heartbreaking to hear about people who have been stranded - cold and hungry - in their rooftops and those who lost lives because of accidents caused by the tropical storm. The rescue teams are having a hard time because of inaccessible roads and the shortage in search and rescue equipment.

It's almost 9pm and the rain has already stopped but the flood isn't subsiding yet. I kind'a blamed the LGU's engineer's office this afternoon when we got flooded because I was thinking it was probably because of the drainage system. But I saw photos of various areas in the whole NCR that are totally submerged in floodwaters and I thought our problem is very little compared to theirs. It's just that this is so unusual for us since our area is a bit high and on normal circumstances, all areas in Manila will be flooded but ours would still be flood-free.

So we were contemplating on not sleeping tonight just in case it starts raining hard again. We don't wanna wake up floating in floodwaters!

But seriously, God will take care of us so we need not worry... =)

Saturday, September 05, 2009

Jaewon & Jaehee in the army

Seems like my two Jae's (Kim Jae Won and Jae Hee) are doing great in the army.

The one on the left is Jae Won and the other one is Jae Hee and both went to the army this year to fulfill their mandatory two-year service.


It's also this year that all the other most good-looking Korean actors were drafted (?) to fulfill their obligations in the army. There's Gong Yoo, Kim Rae Won, and just recently, Lee Dong Wook.

Thursday, September 03, 2009

Two 'Missies' in Saigon

So where do I start? The five days of bliss is over and now, I’m back here, sitting on my swivel chair, editing, writing, and racking my brains about this magazine (October) issue that we have to release in less than three weeks.

But that’s not actually my point right now. I wanna go back to that trip where I, somehow, forgot that I am miserable back here and just enjoyed life and the blessings from daddy up there.

We’ve been planning to go to Ho Chi Minh (and Siem Reap on the side) since last April… yep, as in a year and a half (almost!) ago and the procrastinators that we are, we have practically watched the months jump after the other without doing anything as close to planning. I guess planning is cursed for us. When we plan, it doesn’t push through but when we decide on the last minute, it always happens. I guess, although crazy, I like the latter better.

And so, while lazily bumming around on a Sunday afternoon (that was August 9), my friend Tere sent me a message asking if I’m still free to travel last week of August. Knowing the ‘kaladkarin’ type (in its most literal sense) that I am, I said yes, without actually thinking. What the heck! I only considered if that week is deadlines week and if not, I’ll definitely go. Finally, a thing closest to a plan is happening. That same afternoon, we booked our tickets (via Cebu Pacific) to Ho Chi Minh and we turned the initial plan around and made our stay longer in Siem Reap. We figured there’s nothing much to do in Ho Chi Minh and yet, there’s a lot of places to visit and explore in Siem Reap (Angkor in particular). Had there been a direct flight to Cambodia, we wouldn’t have bothered with Ho Chi Minh. But in any case, we’re still glad we did ‘coz we surely had quite a number of experiences there that are somehow worth going back to when we’re older. (details later)

And so, August wheezed unnoticeably and the next thing I know, my luggage is ready and ridiculously heavy. When I travel, I have this principle that it’s always better to have tons of unused clothes rather than be short of it and be forced to re-cycle. Nothing spoils a travel but a wardrobe that’s been worn twice or thrice in a row. Hehe.

Our flight to Ho Chi Minh was at 11pm. That night was crazy… starting with that opportunist of a taxi driver who probably thought I was a foreigner and asked me for a thousand peso cab fee to the airport! Crazy sonuva-. So I transferred cab to fetch Tere and we went to the airport together. Thankfully, Cebu Pacific isn’t delayed and we arrived in Ho Chi Minh on time – err, that was about 1 in the morning (it’s one hour late in Vietnam, Cambodia and other IndoChina areas).The hotel car (we stayed in Hotel Continental Saigon) fetched us from the airport. At 3am, we were lounging and eating our very first authentic Vietnamese noodle in our hotel room which is quite big actually with very high ceiling. Tere said the structure inside reminded her of UST which I find a little funny. The hotel looks old – original French colonial style – but well-maintained. It is situated in District 1, right in the heart of the city. We said if we had enough wealth, we would buy and refurbish it. The hotel is just right beside the famous opera house and walking distance to tourist spots like the Ben Thanh market and the Notre Dame Cathedral Basilica, which they said is an exact replica of the one in Paris...hmm, although I’d say, maybe not.

We slept the rest of the morning and woke up around 8am, ready to explore Ho Chi Minh city. What I love most about the place is the swarm of motorcycles in the streets of Saigon. The ratio of a motorcycle to a car is probably 8:1. No exaggeration. I even got culture-shocked when we were offered to ride in their motorcycles for a fee. Apparently, that was a normal practice in Vietnam. If we have jeepneys here in the Philippines, they have motorcycles and these cute bicycles with the passenger seat in front (I forgot what it’s called). They are everywhere in Saigon, in every corner, waiting for passengers.

I literally held millions in my hands because the value of their currency, Vietnam Dong, is really low – about 17,000 VND to a dollar. So for about 100 dollars, you’ll have nearly 2 million Dong. And we kind’a enjoyed the fact that a typical meal costs an average of 170,000 Dong; sounds too much or expensive but it’s actually not. And our favorite, the 20,000 Dong worth Diet Coke. =)

We walked around the district in the morning, taking pictures as if it were our last and headed off to the market to fill our empty stomachs (we didn’t make it to the hotel breakfast). And for the fun of it, we ate at one of the stalls at the market which offered us the best food the rest of the Ho Chi Minh trip. I don’t wanna generalize or probably, it was just us being unlucky, but we seemed to go to the wrong restaurants (food is bad!) It was funny how the both of us looked completely clueless on how to eat the food that ‘ate, the vendor’ had to tell us how to in a language we don’t really get. For the duration of the Ho Chi Minh stay, we normally answer ‘Chenelin Chuchu-belles’ to the locals who were trying to talk to us in their native tongue. (Later on we changed it to ‘Meooww” as it sounded more alike to their phonetics) =)

I had a funny and a kind of traumatic experience in the market. While walking, oblivious to the chaos around me as I was busy eyeing the merchandise in the stalls, someone (an unknown local male entity) touched my armpit! As in kinalabit niya ko sa kili-kili. Good thing I wasn’t sweating there! But hello?!? I felt violated just the same. My kili-kili is private, how dare he! Hmp.

Anyway, we experienced more pushing and shoving at the market that I was half-convinced that maybe it was possible that we teleported to Hong Kong (where I experienced the worst shoving and pushing of my life, without those people saying ‘excuse me’ or ‘sorry’ at all). I was surprised to see there are a few Filipinas in Vietnam manning some of the stalls, shouting ‘Mura lang’ or ‘Bili na’ when they are somehow sure that those two naïve-looking tourists are from the Philippines. Meron din pala sa Vietnam! =)

The weather in Vietnam is capital HOT. As in wet-underarms-hot. It’s good that we brought clothes that would last us three weeks so we could change without having to recycle. We walked for the most part of the morning as everything seemed to be just walking distance.

We waited for the ‘Reunification Palace’ – one of the most famous landmarks in Ho Chi Minh – to be opened as they close at 11am and resume at 1pm. And since we are too lazy to adjust our watches, we normally get punked by time. So we had to kill time drinking coffee and eating (again) at this local coffee shop which looked like a pub regardless if it’s in the middle of the day. It was noisy and full of people and the boom box was at its peak, we could barely hear each other. We ordered a pandan cake which tasted like it has been untouched for ten days in the serving tray. It was sour and we were trying to justify if that’s how it’s supposed to taste like. We’re too nice, see?

The ‘Reunification Palace,’ one of the most prominent structures in the city center, was the home and workplace of the president of South Vietnam during the Vietnam war and the site of the official handover of power during the ‘Fall of Saigon’ in 1975. We decided we both had ADDs (Attention Deficiency Disorder) so we avoided going with the throngs of tourists who followed the tour guide around for a better overview of the palace’s history. We thought we’d be happy just taking pictures and reading the description ourselves. I don’t know but I really had a hard time understanding their accent. It’s like a mix of Mandarin and Khmer but a little more nasal. Then there’s this funny lady who was staring at Tere as if she wanna poke her and check if she’s really human. She was just a few inches away from her face and didn’t get embarrassed at all. That was weird. We toured the palace for about two hours and went back to the hotel.

After ‘freshening up’ and resting for a bit (and working for me), we walked towards the Notre Dame Cathedral and marveled at the post office which looked a cross between St. Peter Basilica (from what I saw in TV) and KL Sentral. I really wanted to buy the traditional Ao Dai (the Vietnamese traditional clothing for women consisted of a close-fitting blouse with long panels at the front and back, worn over loose trousers)and the ‘Salakot’ and wear them and have my picture taken. But as I always tell myself, I will look like a walking irony. Plus, it will just be another dust eater when I bring it home so never mind.

Then came the worst part of the evening. We wanted to try the river cruise which we heard is superb. And so, without any clue where the Saigon River is (and weird enough, even the taxi drivers don’t know it) we just hopped into a cab, whose cabbie driver claimed he knew the place, and got ripped off big time! First, he dropped us off at the wrong place and his meter was running like Niagara Falls. We ended up paying 125,000 Dong for a very short route (which normally is only at about 20,000 VND max) but didn’t dare argue. He’ll get his karma anyway.

The icing on the cake is the river cruise itself. It was a total disaster. The food , and what was supposed to be a serene boat ride turned out to be a karaoke night with loud music playing in the background and an ensemble of about three amateur entertainers singing on an alternate succession. The only consolation there was the nice view of the Saigon city from where we were. Coffee followed dinner at the restaurant adjacent to our hotel and we wrapped up for the night.

Tomorrow, we're heading off to Cambodia! =)

Pics later...

Thursday, August 20, 2009

Mid-week partaaayy!

After along day at work, we just had to HAVE this...
There was this event at Gela's hotel and we thought we'd crash, enjoy free food, and just get together. It was a blast! =)

I just need to say this.

I think I am becoming more mature and I am loving it.
Mature in a sense that I am learning how to control my surge of emotions and channel my frustrations to becoming more productive and assertive about myself. There are a few happenings that have, at some point, tested my patience where I thought I would succumb and just jump off the cliff but in the end, I found myself atop of it, smiling. =)
I am beginning to conquer my anger, my temper, and my sometimes shallow take on things. It's like watching myself from the outside - I can easily see the things that I do wrong and see myself rising to the occasion. I trust myself to do better decisions and it makes me feel like a winner.
v(^__^)v

Saturday, August 15, 2009

Life, no matter what, I still love it.

Since my last post about the demise of my pet Miyo, I never had the guts to open this blog and post another entry. I even considered removing that post because it still pains me to look at Miyo's photos (sorry but I really love that cat and it felt like losing a person just the same). But then again, I decided against it, thus, I keep it here.

Anyway, I wouldn't like to dwell on that much because it really makes me sad all over again, especially that nothing in my favor happened the last week. It's like everything that happens is against me. But no, I am not feeling too down about it, neither do I just accept it. My only ammunition in such difficult times is asking for help from the One Up There who I'm assured will never let me down. Pain is something evil and He simply doesn't want it for me.

Sometimes I still wonder what His plan for me is but I ain't complaining. Thy will be done. My faith has further thought me how easier it is to count my blessings rather than dwell on all the shortcomings - a bad day, an a** of a b***. You know what I mean.

I've been very preoccupied with work these days but I still get to see my friends once in a while, stay with my family on weekends, and have my personal time with God whenever I want.
What more can I ask for, right? Probably, patience. I still suck at it.

Wednesday, August 05, 2009

Miyo goes to heaven

My cat Miyo just died and I am truly truly sad.

This is the first time that a cat died on me. All the others just went away one day and didn't come back. That's how I usually lose a pet cat. So this one's really traumatic for me.

He was just two years old... a common house cat which looked a little different. As my friend J puts it, there's something different with his face. It's probably the shape of his eyes or his jaw. No matter, he's this adorable little dweeb who served as my own personal stress fur.

I remember when we, well, pop snatched him from the streets. (But later on, our neighbor's daughter claimed that he was hers but I didn't give him back obviously. Let's just say that if we went to the court, I won the custody battle) He was so small and scrawny, with a long tail that look like a rat's. He looked so disgusting. A few days of extreme pampering, feeding him generously with cat food and cleaning him up, he eventually started looking like a certified spoiled house cat.

Miyo was the reason why my sister and I had to take anti-rabies shots five times due to the scratches and bites we both got when we attempted to give him a bath. That was the first and the last time.

He doesn't look like a typical barako... we even had a hunch that he's gay because if he's a person, he is so effeminate. He goes out, touring the neighborhood everyday but makes sure that he goes home before the sun comes down. Most of the time, he comes home looking like a cat-hobo. And just to piss him off and as a punishment, I would dust him with cat powder 'till he's too annoyed to complain.

He sleeps like a human, sometimes flat on his backside or rolled up in a fetus position. He's so warm and cuddly and I like it when he snuggles to my side, never caring if I play with his nose or his tail. He also has this habit of sleeping on my bed, sometimes making my tighs his pillow.

Miyo's the biggest muncher I knew. He's so addicted to chips that even if he's on the other side of the neigbor's fence, once he hears the sound of a chip bag being opened, he would immediately go back home and pester you with his 'meowing' until you give him some. He eats all kinds of food - potato chips, chocolate mallows, ice cream, cake, even lollipop. But his favorite is Happy Peanuts. =) Mom often goes bananas because he keeps on ransacking mom's sari-sari store, eating whatever he could. I often end up paying for what he ate or destroyed so as to prevent mom's wrath.

But last Sunday, I went home and found him lying on my bed, all bloody and weak. We suspected he got attacked by a dog because he had deep puncture wounds on his jaw and neckline and his right front paw is all mangled up. My sister said there were blood everywhere and Miyo insisted staying on my bed (so guess where I slept) and didn't really want to leave my room. There were blood spatters everywhere because every time he shakes his head, the blood spills . It was all messy but I didn't mind. I just wanted him to get well. I nursed him the whole day that I was home last Monday (I'm sick as well). I tried feeding him and suture his wounds but the bleeding won't stop. We took him to the vet because he's already lost a lot of blood and he's really weak. It looked like Miyo really hated me for bringing him to the vet because he hates being held by people he didn't know. I thought he would get better after being confined for two days (with a dextrose!) but he looked worse. And I couldn't help thinking what would have happened if I just let him heal by himself at home. =(

I really really miss Miyo. He's my only stress buster... Some people might think that I am probably over-reacting but I couldn't really help it. I am sad as sad can be and I haven't cried like this in a long time.

There are many what ifs in my mind right now. What if I guarded him well last Saturday so he wouldn't be able to go out of the house? What if I just let him be... and let the cat's magical healing do its wonders? (But considering that he's been in other accidents a lot of times already in the past, the nine lives have been probably all used up)What if I didn't take him home tonight? I just wanted him alive - no matter how smelly and dirty he is - sitting here on my bed or at the couch doing his favorite thing in the world - sleep.

Do animals go to heaven? Because if they do, I am thinking he's there.

I wouldn't be getting a new cat soon. =(

Friday, July 31, 2009

Thwarted.

My thoughts are quite in shambles. I am sick and I went to work so as not to waste my time, instead of sulking on my bed, getting sicker by the minute. But going to work might be a wrong idea after all. I need not elaborate.

Sick as usual. I wonder why my immune system is so vulnerable. I think I got the virus from my brother who's been sicks since last Wednesday. I caught it the other night while tending to him. But I've been so used to being physically ill that sometimes, it feels like more of a routine. Like my colleague at work says, I tend to get sick whenever the deadlines are approaching (not that I want to... probably because of the stress and the pressure? ) But the emotional sickness that I've been suffering with because of well... you know... that is too much. It even goes up to my head and I will not be surprised if I go all mental because of thinking too much. Who knows, one day, I might just explode!

I wonder why some people can be so harsh and heartless. It's like for them, undermining people is like wiping sweat off their foreheads... peanuts... not much of a bother. I feel that I don't belong anymore and it's a whole new universe out there... infested by aliens and decepticons. How many slaps in my face would I be able to take until I give up and say no more?

I don't know. As of now, I really don't.

Saturday, July 11, 2009

This thing called 'Friendship'

How does it feel when you're alone and cold inside? - MJ, Stranger in Moscow
The stress that the past couple of weeks also made me re-think a few things in my life. While chatting with a friend one Saturday afternoon, it dawned on me - I can really be lonely at times. While I have so many friends surrounding me, there are moments when I find myself completely having no one at all.
It's funny how one friend pointed out: 'So, you don't have a best friend?' I know it's cheesy and it might not even deserve a space in this blog but it did dig a hole in my thoughts. And it kept boring deeper and deeper until I can't take it out no more. It's like a tumor - it sits there somewhere in my brain (mind), growing bigger and bigger everyday (somehow nurtured by recent on-goings in my semi-pathetic life). It needs an operation, to rid of it and free me from pain.
And so, going back to that, if I may call, unsolicited, tacky, and a little hurtful comment (but I don't blame my friend for it was meant to be an innocuous question), it made me kind of confirm it to myself - 'Yea, I don't.' I used to have one but we've grown each other out (possibly permanently out of each others' lives). I even had a very close guy friend but he moved far away. I have so many friends in highschool and college, at work, and friends that I randomly met along the way but I didn't find another one. It's true, at least in my case, that a best friend is not like a boyfriend or a girlfriend whom you can just replace when the relationship is over. Once it's broken - it's irrepairable.
So what happens to a person without any best friends (and without any boyfriends... hehe...)? Here are just some things I experience myself:
1. I'm always a tag-along (to my sister & her husband). Classic loser moment: The night after their wedding, I slept in their hotel room (at the living room couch) 'coz I don't have anywhere / anyone to go to. =(
2. I don't have a constant movie buddy.
3. I don't have someone to bother anytime without feeling 'shy' about it (because I am assured I am not a bother at all)
4. I don't have someone calling my house every now and then to just, well, talk.

Things just change I guess. One time, we find ourselves surrounded by people who makes the best out of us and the next thing you know, you're by yourself. I am such a sensitive sucker and it's such a touchy subject for me - this thing called friendship. Probably because I have had a lot whom I thought would stay but went away anyway. That is why it upsets me when my friends make me feel like I have to beg for their time, or I have to fall in line for their schedules. I am not saying they should'nt because we all have our own reasons but that is genuinely what I feel. And don't it frustrates you when a friend refers to you as just an 'officemate' or a 'classmate' or whatever other 'so-so' terms when he / she talks to other people? Why can't he / she just say 'Oh, I'm with my friend!' It makes me feel bad... I don't know. Oh, and then there are my favorites - those who suddenly remember your existence when they need something from you.
But God really is good! He knows when and how to take away my pain and turn it into glee. I have this friend whom I haven't seen for quite a long time. She used to be a colleague at work but then she resigned and we haven't seen each other since. Not once and it's like years already. But what I like about her is that she never forgets. She'll drop me a message once in while in my FB or Friendster and ask how am I doing. But the better part is, she's always telling me how she appreciates the friendship... without any inhibitions. I don't have to see her to tell that she's genuine about it. There's just an assurance between those words and I really feel it.
Then, just recently, I've been talking to my college bffs (thanks skype!) and it's just awesome. Although they're very far, just by talking, we are able to catch up and just fill in the years that we have lost touch.
It's as if God is reminding me I am just making up crazy thoughts in my head. And I shouldn't feel bad about it. Things change and that cannot be helped.

And so, I say to my friends: I truly appreciate your friendship - near or far. A friend talks from the heart and I know all your hearts perfectly. =)

Friday, June 19, 2009

Isang araw ng pamumulitika

I went into this website launching event this morning and I find it very amusing. Being in the business field since I started work, I haven't been in any event that screams 'Politics!' and I haven't been in a room full of politicians before. (except during that phase in my life when I find attending meeting de avance during barangay elections rather quite entertaining) Sitting there in a room full of media, scurrying like mice, eager to get their homeworks done and these politicians (and their representatives) , their hands probably numb from too much hand-shaking, their jaws hurting from too much smiling, I had this preconceive notion that I'd erupt into a one big mass of allergy. But as the event progressed and I get to talk to some... well, quite a few people, I began to enjoy myself.

What was the fuss all about?

The Commission on Elections (Comelec) partnered with web experts 88DB and JobsDB to design a website called politicalarena.com - a kind of a socio-political networking tool where all candidates for the 2010 elections could be more transparent and 'reachable' to the public. Like your typical facebook, multiply or friendster, the candidates have their own account and they can update it and let the people know in real time what their plans are. To date, all the candidates that are in the site are 'perceived presidentiables' by the public and are not confirmed yet (final line up will probably take shape the latter part of the year). And the public can support their candidates by not really becoming a fan but including themselves in the 'I support' field once registered. I have browsed through the site but I haven't really explored it yet in detail. It has features like Issues, Forum, News, Videos, Photos, Calendar, Announcements, Election 101 - a rundown of how to be a 'bibong botante' and facts about the election (courtesy of Comelec), and of course, the information page for each of the candidates.

The site isn't bad actually. Although it's a bit rip off of Obama's ingenious idea on how to be in constant contact with the Americans through the 'Organizing for America' site , it's a big step and a very apparent display of progress in appreciating what dear 'ol technology is giving us. And since it's a common fact how Filipinos are just a click short away from being internet whores, this might actually be a good idea.

The only contention is that in the millions of Filipinos who actually troop to the precints to cast in their votes, how many has the capability to be 'connected'? Let us not forget that majority of the voters come from the masses. How many are internet freaks like you and me? And of those numbers, how many actually gives a cow dung about social networking (or in this case socio-political networking) sites such as this? I know I do. But, think.

Anyway...

Monday, June 15, 2009

You know when I'm like this.

I wish I could read people's minds. That way, I wouldn't have to guess and second guess and make my life as miserable as it already is. Where does patience and apathy meet? Can two people see eye to eye if one is extremely onion-skinned and the other one, just don't give a sh*t? (sorry)

How sorry can someone be when it doesn't actually show? How do you know if there's even a drop of guilt that is going through this person's head? You wake up, you feel bad, you feel sad, you sulk. And then you realize, today should be not like any other day... today shouldn't be another yesterday. Yet, the closer to reality you get, the more hesitant you become - you scurry back to your old pathetic self even before you can say 'Stop!'

Then comes the cold gaze, the unfathomable hatred that boils down from the most senseless of things. You are blindfolded, you become deaf and everything becomes stupid. Everything becomes a waste. There goes another day. Another hell of a day.

I don't know which is difficult - the impossibility of controlling things that tells us it takes more than three words to put things back in their place or this wall that keeps me on the other side. I want to destroy it, believe me. But can you give me a helping hand?

Saturday, June 13, 2009

FANMODE: Music videos that I like

I don't get normally envious of girls with sexy body, pero grabe itong si Nicole, bigla kong ni-wish na ganyan ang katawan ko... haha... Here's a very blurry 'I Hate This Part' video 'coz all I see in youtube are the chipmunk versions of this one.



Then, there's this Miley Cyrus song, which got my attention. I don't really like Miley but I like the song very much (and the video too!)... makes me feel like I'm 16... =)



I love this song... so apt for me (haha!) and I just find myself watching this video over and over again (as if I'll find my answer here). Anyway, I don't know any of her other songs but this.

Friday, June 12, 2009

Love-talk (Bored to my wits, I am)

One of my friends says she is somehow convinced that people we fell-in love with for the first time in our lives remains locked, kept in that little box inside our hearts. But it doesn't mean that we are hung up on them, she adds. Our first love stays there even without us exactly knowing.

It made me think if that is true. Is it, really?

I don't know if that conversation was the after-effect of a two-hour major pampering that we've just had (full-body Shiatsu massage, Aromatheraphy facial, and Peppermint footscrub) after a crazy, manic Monday at work. My mind was practically emancipated of stress and pressure and it was pure bliss. And the next thing we know, we are already talking about flowers, rainbows, and love lives. Haha.

Probably what she's claiming is true. I still feel that pinch whenever my first love crosses my mind. Not a pinch of sorrow or sadness or regret but more like a pinch that seems to be a reminder of how happy those times were that if I'd be given the chance to go back, I would. Because I honestly think that at that exact moment, what I was feeling was true (regardless if the other person didn't feel the same way I did).

And I am somehow convinced that the one true love of your life (past or present) is the person whose face pops instantly in your mind when you close your eyes at night. (except your boss' when you're in a very tight deadline!)
***

Wednesday, June 03, 2009

In Memoriam (AQ)

Here's the blog that we were supposed to publish in our new magazine website. But since the big B doesn't want anything that mentions Asian Quality, I had to tweak the whole article and somehow make it appear like there was no previous magazine before this whole MS Asia thing came. I hate it actually. So, for my own peace of mind, I am still publishing the original version... here in my own blog.

FROM THE GROUND AND BACK AGAIN
It was never a 'goodbye' Asian Quality for me from the moment I have learned that we will have to shut its pages to give way to a new publication aimed at advancing the quality of learning and information sharing that we have been providing the reading public.

As a matter of fact, like a mother to her child who's just about to graduate, I have never felt prouder. Asian Quality is moving a gallop higher.

On the pages of Asian Quality aren't only blotted inks that represent words and images. There lies an ingenuous effort to pull together all sorts of information that wold shed a much brighter light on the subject of Quality, Productivity and Business Process Improvement - an area, if not ignored, less noticed in the business arena (or at least in Asia as manifested by the scarcity of publications / print media that caters to the subject with a regional touch).

Armed with only guts, very limited resources and just about enough knowledge on publishing, we found ourselves in the magazine business. I remember writing the following during that particularly difficult stage when it felt like bringing a magazine to life is next to impossibility:

"With this kind of job, I have to do away with my indecisive attitude and forget about myself. I have to be thick when necessary. I have to be resourceful and quick-witted. otherwise, I'd be stagnant. And so I wrote thousands (okay, exaggeration) or hundreds of emails to various people whom I felt are potential subject matter expert writers for the magazine. Most of them ignored my mail while a few wrote back and promised to contribute. But hey, promises are made to be broken... so really, I didn't hope. I needed a plan B so I relied on referrals. I emailed and made a bunch of phone calls to strangers until I got answers... or more aptly, until I got the articles. I contacted prominent names in the industry and asked / begged for appointments for interview hoping I'd be lucky enough to have these people featured in the magazine. In my mind, we are all people, and given the right kind of attitude, we can reach what we are aiming for."

And now, with the "re-birth" of AQ, it's like going through the whole same process again. But this time around, we know exactly what to do.

Establishing a magazine from the ground is far from a walk in the 'Avenue of Stars' at Tsim Sha Tsui on a sunny afternoon while sipping a Mocha Frap. It is, by far, the most challenging responsibility I have ever handled since I came out [after college] into the real world. I was somehow convinced that what you learn in college, while they can be helpful, doesn't necessarily apply.

With AQ, I've learned
how to follow my gut feel and deliver within the allocated resources - and I'm talking about manpower, hardware, software, budget, and even skills. Add the fact that while you are compelled to learn by yourself, you can only pray for guidance.

AQ is not a failure. I am not taking offense but some people have the tendency to assume that the so-called 'folding-up' of its pages is synonymous to raising the white flag. Of course it isn't. On the contrary, the very idea that brought forth AQ is the same foundation that we're using to build this new publication. The same objective applies, this time backed up by a stronger team and higher aspirations. #


The new MS Asia's website (www.ms-asia.org) will be up in two weeks time! I'm so excited! =)

Tuesday, June 02, 2009

FanMode: New Moon (the Movie)

Sorry naman... I hate the book but I can't help but squirm in my seat when I saw this video:

Monday, June 01, 2009

Amid all the stress

... it doesn't hurt to laugh REALLY REALLY REALLY hard because of simple joys like this.
WATCH IT.



Take note how the rabbit (or cat) on the left fell out of balance... I think the hip grinding was a little bit too much... HAHAHAHA!!!

Thursday, May 28, 2009

Bantayan Trip (Why, how?)

It's been a week since my family - (minus kuya because he has his own Bora trip with his friends and Mike - unni's hubby - because of his work) packed our bags and took our much needed R&R and bonding session in the northern part of Cebu, in this paradise-like island of Bantayan. *_* - me still entranced. It all started with me chancing upon Cebu Pacific's promo rates while *desperately* searching for cheap rates to Ho Chi Minh City ('coz me & my travel buddies are itching to go visit another Asian city... hehe). Instead, I saw this very cheap fare to Cebu and since papa's always complaining about summer and wanting very much to go back to Bora or visit any beach, unnichan and I thought why not bring both of them to Cebu? It would be their first time and althought they were denying it, we sensed that they were very ecstatic about it.

And so I bravely faced my boss' wrath when I advised him that I will be gone two days during the layout week for the mag. What?!? I need a rest too. But so much for a vacation totally devoid of anything that has got to do with work. I found myself lugging my laptop (plus a bunch of papers!) during the trip.

The day has come
Our flight was at 4:45am so we left the house a little before 3:30am. I didn't slept at all because I was making such a big fuss on what and what NOT to carry. I don't have a decent bag - just my red big luggage and a compact duffel bag which couldn't fit what I had in mind. But I settled for it anyway. I was so hyper the whole time despite my lack of sleep. I didn't even sleep on the plane and was surprised at how fast the flight was. At exactly 6am, we were already making a bee line for the taxi stand to go straight to the North Central (?) bus terminal where I had quite a scare because of the 'manongs' (throngs of them) who suddenly appeared the moment they saw our cab approaching the terminal. We weren't even out of the cab and they were already forcing open the trunk to get our bags (for porting services it turned out). I was shouting the whole time, saying 'no' because some of them already have the bags and we had no clue where they were taking them. Good thing, the bus conductor came and got all our bags while I was still trying very hard to yank my bag off him. It was funny, he was shouting "Libre 'to! Libre! Walang bayad!" Then he took all the bags and ushered us to the waiting bus that would take us to Hagnaya Port.

The bus ride was a torture. People were sooo noisy and 'kuya' the 'kunduktor' was shouting the whole time... what was he saying, I have no clue. It was probably the most humid season in Cebu and there were no aircondition buses, they said, so we were perspiring like it was our last. The land travel took about two and a half hours with about ten minute stop over where we grabbed the opportunity to buy some food for breakfast. Grilled hotdogs (more like charred) and softdrinks. Perfect.

Upon arrival at the port, another swarm of men came for porterage but our bags were all so small and manageable for us to need their services. So sorry manongs, I know you're just trying very hard to earn a living. We waited for about 15 minutes before the 'fast craft'(not fast at all - we were estimating 2 knotts.. haha) that would take us to the island, arrived. Ferry boats leave every hour from 9:30am onwards. We took the 10:30 ferry and endured another almost two hours and braved the rough seas... the waves were huge... lucky, i didn't get sea sick. In fact, I was working on one of my articles the entire time. Bringing my laptop wasn't a waste after all.

After nearly two hours, I finally saw the island with white sand lining its shores. It was such a pretty sight! Imagine Bora when it was still on its most 'virgin' state - that's what Bantayan is. Upon arrival at the gate, we already spotted 'Manong Dodong', Kota's driver (and probably overall errand guy) waving the sign which says 'Kota Beach Resort'. Unni's been communicating with him and we've been told he's going to fetch us at the pier gate. We shared the ride with four 'yuppies' - two girls, two guys - who obviously are also from Manila (the accent!). I suddenly missed my friends. *woot* It probably took just five minutes to reach the resort. Unni checked us in and I was a little worried about the location of the cottage that will be given to us ('coz unni said there's no beachfront available when she booked). Imagine my surprise when they showed us our 'place' - it's right in the middle of the resort fronting the beach - the view was screaming awesomeness! And I stopped worrying.

I had the urge to jump right in the water had the sun been shy a little. The water was so inviting; it was literally glimmering with the sun's rays reflected on its surface. The ultimate 'wow' factor is the sandbar which stretched the whole of the resort, bending to the still undeveloped part of the resort to the left and crossing the adjoining 'Budyong' beach resort to the right. Budyong resembles Kota a little with cavanas sprawling the area. But I'd say Kota was blessed to have the best part of the sandbar.

It was really humid and I really wanted to take a bath and change to something more beach-y. (I was wearing jeans the whole time). But first, we had to eat lunch - this time a decent meal which consisted of Sinigang na hipon, Adobong Baboy, YangZhou Chao Fan, and Pancit Canton. Quite a combination, huh? The food was great and the people serving them were great as well... such a kind bunch.

We rested for a bit and started living THE Life - away from work, from the madness of urban civilization, and from my own personal chaos. I wanted to feel ch'i (the natural energy of the universe) coursing through my system and re-energize so that when I go back, I would've gained something. And with a place like Bantayan, it's not really hard to do that. We swam but not too long; the water is really salty - twice as salty as the water in other beaches I've gone to. It quite hurts the eyes so it is advisable to swim with goggles on. Spent the rest of the day lounging by the shore. There are not too many people in the resort so you can do pretty much whatever. And that's one of the reasons why I love the place so much - peace and quiet.

Kota is a very friendly place. As I've said, all its staff are very accommodating and kind. The resort is not strict either. Although it has its own restaurant, it doesn't restrict people. They allow people to buy their food some place else and bring it back tot heir cavanas for a 'picnic' by the porch (unlike some of the resorts I know which are so greedy - they want their visitors buying from inside only). You also have the option to buy raw ingredients in the market which is just a block away from the resort and have it cooked in their kitchen for a minimum fee. There were fishermen who offers their 'huli' - fishes, crabs, etc - and they could cook it for you (again for a minimum fee). We've had enough stock in our tummies so we skipped dinner and just munched on some bread and biscuits.

My first night in Bantayan was one of those rarest moments that would probably be embedded in my thoughts forever. I was in my jammies at the resto, fronting the beach (although I couldn't see it because it was so dark - it was an endless sea of blackness; it was actually quite scary too if you would think about it), the ocean breeze on my face, sipping my thermos (not cup take note because that was what 'manang bait' gave me) of coffee and... tsaraaaan... writing an article about 'Organizational Development'. Tsk... nasira na. Haha. I had to work and it's the perfect time to do it... peace & quiet. But then the mood went from compelling to annoying when the 'TGIS' gang (the same yuppies we shared the ride with) arrived and completely ruined the serenity... peace and quiet gone. So, I packed up my stuff and went back to the cottage and read a book instead. *sigh*

Round and round the island
The next morning, I surprisingly woke up early (relative to when I am in Manila on a weekend). It was just 5:30 in the morning and I was so eager to catch the sunrise. But as they say in the province, here, the sun rises and sets early. How true is that! The sun was already hanging arrogantly high in the sky when I walked up the front porch. Mom and pop were preparing to walk along the shore and I decided I would butt in and join them. Unni was still sleeping like a baby, too tired apparently from yesterday's journey.

I changed into my swimsuit and pulled on a dress. The salty air assaulted my senses and I squinted at the early morning sun. After the short walk, I settled on the shore and said a silent prayer - praising God for the magnificence before me. I took a dip; the water felt so good although a little cold. We had breakfast at the resto - a full American breakfast meal for me. I was so hungry after swimming and mom threw some tantrums (u-huh and who says moms don't do that?!) and I was so pissed off I wanted to eat my anger away.

We were scheduled today for a trip around the island. Mang Dodong arranged our itinerary early yesterday with his driver cousin, Mang Ding for the tour. We had to pay P700 for the trike rental (seems expensive but after the tour and the expanse of the roads we traveled, I understand why). We visited all three towns of the island - Sta. Fe (where Kota beach is), Bantayan, and Madridejos. It was a bumpy ride - literally - as the roads were unpaved but the sights I've seen are so breath-taking that I didn't mind at all. I was so captured in the moment - rice fields, cows and carabaos (I still mistake one for the other) up close, endless greenery, and the most laid back people I've seen. I can get used to this life, really. Like what I've told my friend, I plan on becoming a hermit someday when I am capable and ready - retired from the chaos of the life we are so used to.

Our first stop was the tip of Bantayan Island - Kota Park. Mang Ding said it is a usual tourist destination. It boasts of a fort (fortress) that houses some of the relics of the early Bantayan inhabitants (or Lawisanon) and this 'lakehouse' structure with a long concrete bridge that is made one of Madridejos' historical landmarks. It reminded me so much of Il Mare- I half expected Jun Jin Hyun to suddenly appear out of nowhere. I love the place so much that only if the heat isn't scorching us alive, I would've stayed there, perched on the steps of that bridge, just staring... in awe.

Second stop was for mom's request, the devoted catholic that she is - the town Church. Ironically, this was where my first encounter with the unfriendly bunch happened. Tsk... I'm zipping my mouth now. I was almost nauseous because of the heat and my mouth was aching of thirst - I wanted so much to drown myself in Coke - not water - Coke. But not a single store sells it. Darn. Next stop - the market. Went to buy some 'puso' (rice wrapped and cooked in woven coconut leaves) and fruits and grilled meat for lunch. Pop bought a kilo of crab back in the resort and have the 'manong' who sold it to us prepare and cook it in 'Sprite' broth. Yummy!

Save the best for last - we went to this Ogtong Cave, which apparently was this narrow cave, a hot spring that was made a swimming pool and is Sta.Fe Beach Club's tourist magnet. The resort looks really neat and probably more expensive than Kota. It boasts of the cliff-like edge overlooking the sea and a gigantic pool. They also have a mini-zoo where I met Piolo, the sheep and a rude little bird which turns its back on me everytime I attempt to take its picture. I still think Kota's the best. =)

By lunchtime, we were back at the resort, ready to chow down on the feast that pop has prepared. Poor papa, because of his high-blood, he couldn't eat crab meat; he had to order Sinigang na Baboy from the resto. And so unni and me ate most of the cholesterol and burned it after by swimming and lounging under the late afternoon sun. While having a full-body massage by the shore (which Mang Dodong also arranged for me the day before), it suddenly poured. It's as if the heavens was blessing our stay in the island. The downpour went on for about an hour and the whole place was damp but it didn't lessen the beauty that was before me.

(Continuation soon... I'm drained...)