It's been a while, but there's really nothing much to tell. For the last few days, I've (we've) been busy with work due to this product that we have to deliver in the next two weeks. How to put it: The word is not really 'enjoying work' because it is WORK and I am actually a self-confessed bummer. I never thought that I'd be okay with having to spend atleast 12-14 hours a day at work but now I am kind'a grasping the idea. First, I am compelled to do it and I am really fine with it. And considering the atmosphere at home now, I'd rather spend my entire day here at the office. Yea, my mom and me are still giving each other the cold shoulder. It's not that I am still mad at her, I'm just really offended by what she said and did when we last fought. The fact that she gave away the spare room that we're supposed to have as an extension to our room (to my 'she's-too-poor-oh-poor-thing-you're-soo0oo-annoying tita) adds to my sentiments. It makes me feel that her sister is more important than her own family! It really makes me mad as hell (and my sister too!)
As for my pretty guy, he's been such a snob this week. wonder what his problem is. Anyway, it doesn't make any difference. He still doesn't know my thing for him. (",)
The Product Team is having this little dinner 'party' for the new company. Sayang, pretty guy wouldn't be there because he's not part of our team. I just hope it would turn out well.
By the way, I still have about 40% of colds virus in my system... sucks...
Friday, July 29, 2005
Sunday, July 24, 2005
July 24 Sunday 12 nn
It's Sunday and I'm here in the office finishing some work so i won't have to go here tomorrow (it's special holiday anyway because of the President's SONA). I had my first "bad" experience at work Yesterday when that 'gorilla' scolded the whole office [out of nowhere] just because people kept asking the management to clarify our working sked for Monday. I really hate him.
Anyway, on a much happy note... I miss the pretty guy so much today. i looked at some of his pictures and he looks really funny... (",) i wish i could look at them all day.
Anyway, on a much happy note... I miss the pretty guy so much today. i looked at some of his pictures and he looks really funny... (",) i wish i could look at them all day.
Friday, July 22, 2005
July 22 Friday 12:45 pm
huhuhu.... i'm not feeling well... i feel so sick, i'm starting to regret going to work. I should be staying home and resting... probably sleeping right this moment... but i have to work. got some things to finish. I need to get those quotations for the magazine ASAP. Even got at a meeting at 1pm about the timeline of the products. Anyway, i had a good time last night with my friend Bambie and Ate Helen. It's really nice to catch up with them. We talked basically about work and I couldn't stop blabbing about the pretty guy (",) but anyhow, that's an entirely different story. tee-hee!
speaking of, he just left about two hours ago with this really pretty lady, a consultant or something... i think a business meeting or whatever that is. it's plain work but i am really really jealous (hehe... Over-reacting) don't know if he'll still be back but i hope he would so i would have someone (thing) pretty to look at... hehe!
speaking of, he just left about two hours ago with this really pretty lady, a consultant or something... i think a business meeting or whatever that is. it's plain work but i am really really jealous (hehe... Over-reacting) don't know if he'll still be back but i hope he would so i would have someone (thing) pretty to look at... hehe!
Thursday, July 21, 2005
July 21 Thursday 12:25 pm
i have no appetite today. maybe because of the fact that im feeling nauseous all morning becuase of my colds and fever. i've already taken my 'drugs' and im actually feeling a little bit better... just sleepy.
haven't seen the pretty guy around yet so my day isn't complete yet (awww!) wonder where he is but of course, i can't just ask around (if i wanna keep my sanity intact).
haven't seen the pretty guy around yet so my day isn't complete yet (awww!) wonder where he is but of course, i can't just ask around (if i wanna keep my sanity intact).
Wednesday, July 20, 2005
July 20 Wednesday 3 pm
weaahh... just 30 minutes ago, i was sulking. the pretty guy was such a snob. he doesn't even smile. we had a meeting (he was there so i was elated) but he didn't even blink in my direction. i wonder if im just really a paranoid little thing or it's just really him. haay, whatever it is, i don't wanna think about it... i'm going crazy here.. but actually, he did approach me a while ago, just hearing him call my name makes me smile up to my ears, but of course i had to act normal. I swear, i really really like him.
Tuesday, July 19, 2005
July 19 Tuesday 12:35
so here i am eating lunch at my workstation... actually, there's just no room for the three of us (vida, tin and me) at the conference room (the smaller one) where we usually eat lunch... there's too many of them there already. (",) the pretty guy isn't eating lunch yet... hmmm.. busy (yea, talking with someone) hehe... he's cute but he's voice is a real turn off... hehe
July 19 9:25 am
haay, it's another gloomy morning. i need to finish some stuffs today and i know exactly where (and how) to start but i'm not in the mood to move. reached the office just in time so i won't be marked late. who else could make my day but that person i was blabbing about. but he is a 'mystery'. today, he is a little snob, he wouldn''t even smile, unlike the other days that you could exchange some friendly banters with him... *sigh* i hate this really.
Monday, July 18, 2005
July 18 Monday 2:55 pm
Grrr…. I am officially pissed off now… (okay, just a little). This is practically my fourth attempt to write this blog. The first three were deleted. I don’t know what’s wrong with this computer… my patience is running thin.
Anyway, I am just squeezing this blog stuff in to my workload. It’s basically my way of unwinding from long hours of tormenting my brain with copywriting. Ei, I’m new at this job so spare me. I’m used to writing business news and whatever articles related to transport and trade. But im getting used to it so there’s no point complaining.
My frustration is that I think I am seriously crushing on one person. It’s not really a big deal but I am just overwhelmed coz I haven’t had a crush on someone in a long time (after one serious relationship). Geez, this makes me sound like an infatuated highschool kid. And I think it’s kind’a funny.
I just find him cute in a ‘weird’ manner… hehe. He’s just different and he has this cute little face that you would never get tired of looking at. Actually, I am pretty stupid coz he has caught me a number of times looking at him (though I am trying really hard not to look). I’m just playing it cool, smiling and saying ‘hi’… geez, I know I sound really stupid. But hey, I’m happy doing this… simple small things that can make my day so why deny myself, right? (“,)
Anyway, I am just squeezing this blog stuff in to my workload. It’s basically my way of unwinding from long hours of tormenting my brain with copywriting. Ei, I’m new at this job so spare me. I’m used to writing business news and whatever articles related to transport and trade. But im getting used to it so there’s no point complaining.
My frustration is that I think I am seriously crushing on one person. It’s not really a big deal but I am just overwhelmed coz I haven’t had a crush on someone in a long time (after one serious relationship). Geez, this makes me sound like an infatuated highschool kid. And I think it’s kind’a funny.
I just find him cute in a ‘weird’ manner… hehe. He’s just different and he has this cute little face that you would never get tired of looking at. Actually, I am pretty stupid coz he has caught me a number of times looking at him (though I am trying really hard not to look). I’m just playing it cool, smiling and saying ‘hi’… geez, I know I sound really stupid. But hey, I’m happy doing this… simple small things that can make my day so why deny myself, right? (“,)
Saturday, July 16, 2005
July 16 Saturday 8:55 am
Geez... I arrived late in the office. i had a hard time fixing my hair. I swear it has its own life. The fact that we are going to a wedding today justifies my innate pleasure of fixing it anyway
I am the happiest person in this office right now. Well, maybe aside from my friend Vida here who's currently having a blast in her lovelife. Nobody knows and I don't really intend to share it with them but i think i am a little infatuated with someone here ... ha-ha! wouldn't tell and i really don't know why... I am such a pathetic fool that i can't share this with anybody, except this blog (and i'm registered under a pseudonym so it doesn't really matter!) I just find his boyish demeanor quite attractive. He's not even that cute. Maybe it's the pleasant personality. (",)
I am the happiest person in this office right now. Well, maybe aside from my friend Vida here who's currently having a blast in her lovelife. Nobody knows and I don't really intend to share it with them but i think i am a little infatuated with someone here ... ha-ha! wouldn't tell and i really don't know why... I am such a pathetic fool that i can't share this with anybody, except this blog (and i'm registered under a pseudonym so it doesn't really matter!) I just find his boyish demeanor quite attractive. He's not even that cute. Maybe it's the pleasant personality. (",)
July 16 Saturday 12:56 am
Whew... I just got home from a girls' night out with some friends at my (new) work and my dearest 'mamu' tere. we were suppose to look and buy a gift for our "Tatay's" wedding tomorrow. haven't been to a wedding for quite some time now so i am kind'a excited (",).
About work, I've been there for only ten days now and it felt like i've been there a month already. not only because of the workload but because the people are sooo nice (atleast most of them) that i can easily get along with.
About work, I've been there for only ten days now and it felt like i've been there a month already. not only because of the workload but because the people are sooo nice (atleast most of them) that i can easily get along with.
Thursday, July 14, 2005
Thursday July 14, 2005 8:30 am
Thursday July 14, 2005 8:30 am
It’s such a gloomy day. As I look outside my office window, I knew this would be somewhat different from the rest. First, my mom and I had relived the world war scenario at home once again before I left home. Well, she was actually waging it on my sister and me but lucky for ate, she knows best what to do whenever this ugly situation comes. And I am left paralyzed and angered and hurt so my tendency is to answer back to my mom, which I know is very very wrong. I can’t help it. It’s like my mom and I have this love-hate-love relationship that if we are okay, then we’re more than okay. And if we are fighting, you’ll never want to hear us. It’s like I’m being possessed by some evil spirit that when I snap out of the situation, I usually regret everything that I’ve said. As for my mom, she doesn’t think before saying anything and that’s what really ignites my anger. My only point is that moms aren’t always right. My mom, she doesn’t listen. For her, she is always right because she “just” made me what I am right now. She has a point on that one but every mom also ought to listen.
It’s such a gloomy day. As I look outside my office window, I knew this would be somewhat different from the rest. First, my mom and I had relived the world war scenario at home once again before I left home. Well, she was actually waging it on my sister and me but lucky for ate, she knows best what to do whenever this ugly situation comes. And I am left paralyzed and angered and hurt so my tendency is to answer back to my mom, which I know is very very wrong. I can’t help it. It’s like my mom and I have this love-hate-love relationship that if we are okay, then we’re more than okay. And if we are fighting, you’ll never want to hear us. It’s like I’m being possessed by some evil spirit that when I snap out of the situation, I usually regret everything that I’ve said. As for my mom, she doesn’t think before saying anything and that’s what really ignites my anger. My only point is that moms aren’t always right. My mom, she doesn’t listen. For her, she is always right because she “just” made me what I am right now. She has a point on that one but every mom also ought to listen.
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